10 months

I almost forgot that my baby turns 10 months today. He is a new man it only took him a month to transform into another child. He is crawling and eating solid finger foods. And... Drum roll please...He has 1.5 teeth. They are so adorable. He really is showing his personality. He lets you know if he wants something and if he is frustrated. But he has the best laugh.

non double line syndrom

I'm not capable of creating double lines on a pregnancy test. But I get to be a mother. I get to find joy in being a mother. I feel so blessed to have gone through what I have, to be a mother to not just 1 but 2 of the sweetest boys.  They are the light of my life.  I find joy in the smallest accomplishments when it comes to my boys. I recently videoed Pierce slowly scouting across the floor. I showed Brock and He said that , that was a video only a mother could appreciate. He was probably right because im pretty sure I watched it 20 times that night and Brock said it was really hard to watch. I was so proud of him. This mothers day I got to see my 3 and a half year old go up to the stand at church and sing with the primary for mothers day. He was the cutest little boy, he was the only one that was holding a hot wheel in his hand while waving at me with the biggest smile. While trying to sing the words he doesn't really know. (side note: daegen has the best singing voice. I love hearing him sing) I'm so blessed to be called mom.  Its a blessing I get to be thankful for everyday. I love how I become a mom with each child. With each child, comes a story. Each story is a story of love, sacrifce and miracles. lots and lots of miracles. I love being a mother. Even if i have failed all my double line making tests. I'm still a mother and thats all I could ask for. Happy Mothers day.